TheAristoCat06

When the sky is pastel blue, it reminds me of you, of what we had, that it wasn’t so bad, we had our moments, when we weren’t opponents’, when you walked beside me, without looking deep into the sea, into its color, pastel blue, that reminds me so much of you.

Wandering in these long, dark halls all I  see are lonely, lost people, passing me like I don't exist, I'm hoping that they just don't see me but deep down, I know that I'm gone. Bang! I disappeared just like that, fading in front of their eyes, leaving nothing, but sadness behind. I still hear their cries every night, I see their faces in my dreams and I try hard to find strength, to forgive myself, for the pain that I've caused.

Cherish what you have, cause when you lose it, it will be too late, you won't be able, to say "thank you", when they're far away, you won't be able, to say "I love you" when they're gone. Then you'll feel the guilt, of doing nothing, when you knew,   there was plenty you could do, but you chose to run away and hide, thinking it will reduce the pain, but in the end you'll find out you were wrong, because all that hurt, is still there, and there's nothing you can do.

If my rope is cut short, don't cry for me, because I died smiling, if my soul has left too early gift my body to those who can live the life i couldn't, give a boy a chance to see again, give a girl a healthy heart so she can conquer the world in my place, and I can live through them again.

3 AM. and you still run around in my mind, not slowing one bit over the hours, you show me toothy smile, as you pass by me on the road that leads to another sleepless night

Is empty a feeling? Cause that’s what I feel. Maybe it’s cause I’m alone, or maybe I’m just lonely(or not), I don’t know for sure… maybe I’m just miserable, maybe, just maybe, . . . . . . . I just think too much.

Will you love me, when winter lets out its last breath, will you hold me, when spring paints the sky blue , will you kiss me when the flowers show up, will you stay by me when a rainbow shines upon us?